I have been out of sync for a while. It is by choice that I choose to hybernate in the blogospere for a while. I have so many things coming into my life this past few months (since my last blog post).
My younger brother in law died of heart attack and his sudden demise affected our family. Indeed it only proved that life is too short and we have to make the most out of it. His death also make me fear about death all the more. Yes I am afraid of death not because I am not ready for it but because I am afraid of living my kids at this age in time.
This just come into passing into my thoughts since my brother in law died so young with an equally young 4 years old daughter left behind.
I know that heaven is our home and all of us will go back to our Dear lord’s loving arms. But as a Mom whenever I came to fathom how it can come like a thief in the night then the more that it saddened me. But I know that it is life’s reality, for now I have to make the most out of my life and live according to God’s will and design. By doing so, I know that all good things will follow. The fear of dying coz of my kids will always be there all I can do is to be prepared at all times emotionally, spiritually and also work hard to giveour kids a much brigther future ahead of them.
How about you – How do you comprehend death? Do you also fear about it at this point in time?